A horse! A horse! My kingdom for a horse!

So I was talking to a friend of mine on the way in to work today (actually "whining" is probably a better description of what I was doing) and he asked me what was stressing me out so bad as to account for my current state of agitation... I almost had to laugh. Do you want the long list? or just the short one? Let's go with a shorter version and start with my head. I have a pounding headache that is threatening to turn into a migraine... and I'm out of my medication, with no hope of getting my perscription filled until at the very earliest tomorrow... I haven't had sex (or actually the desire to, which is disturbing on a whole 'nother level) in like six weeks and that makes me grumpy... and would actually probably solve my headache problem... which almost prompted me to make an impromtu (and wildly inappropriate) booty call to someone this AM.... what squashed the making of that call you might ask? How 'bout the fact that I managed to lock myself (and my dog) out of the apartment for the better part of the morning. (Pardon me for a moment while I bang my head against the wall.) Add to all of that my rather shakey financial state at the moment and there you have it. Lack of money + pounding headache + lack of sex = very frustrated, stressed out me :P

It's not that I don't have good things going on these days. I do... in fact I have some potentially life changing possibilities on the horizon... but the promise of amazing things to come is hard to focus on when the immediate craziness is threatening to consume me... Sigh... I need to go horseback riding. My soul needs that right now... or chocolate cake. Right now, my soul would be (briefly) appeased by chocolate cake...