Contrasts

I've had a schizophrenic week. It's been good and bad all rolled into one. Sadly, more good than bad if you're keeping score though... although, next week promises to be better so at least there is light at the end of this dimmly lit tunnel... Lunch with S-boy on Tuesday, that was good. Really, really good... although reflecting back on some of the conversational topics, it now seems kinda odd. He and I talk about the weirdest shit, and most of the time it doesn't seem weird until I starting thinking about it... The rest of the week has been pretty crappy. I've just been kinda blue. I miss TNI something awful. I'm tired. I'm horny. Work has been crazy busy so I've barely had time to take a break to wolf down even something resembling lunch most days. On the bright side, it's Friday and next week is Oscar week which is practically a religious holiday in this town... and I may have charmed my way into a actual Oscar party... and not just any Oscar party, but THE Oscar party to go to. I met this really cool manager today and he's got some clients who are outta town filming and won't be able to use their passes to the Vanity Fair after-party and so I may benefit from their absence and get to go instead. I'll know by Tuesday. If that happens, then I get to start stressing over what the fuck to wear and who to take as my date... I was thinking I should take HWMNBN, but I happen to know that he's already on a couple different guests lists and he hasn't bothered to ask me to go to any of those parties, so why should I take him? TNI is suffering back in the ATL right now, so I'll prolly take S-boy. I'm thinking he would make some yummy arm candy and he's friends with a lot of these pretty people already. Maybe I can find a nice producer who wants to throw some $$$ for my movie my way. It's all about who you know in this damn town, so hopefully I'll meet some people worth knowing... more on that as I find out if I actually make it onto the guest list. Cross your fingers and toes :) Have a great weekend everybody!

"We do not live an equal life, but one of contrasts and patchwork; now a little joy, then a sorrow, now a sin, then a generous or brave action." -- Ralph Waldo Emerson