Monday, May 09, 2005

In The Beginning There Was The End

Well, I was right. Sunday sucked. I mean really fucking sucked. I’m not going to get into the gory details, but suffice it to say that my theory that when it comes to my personal life I am not destined to live happily ever after has been re-justified. It’s not fair and I’m not happy about it, but I can’t claim to be surprised. Guess this was just the yin to the yang that has been the rest of my life lately. I mainly just wanted to thank my friends who put up with my little breakdown yesterday. I was already in an emotional state and so I way overreacted. It’s not like this was a “real” relationship that I lost. This guy and I were not dating. I’m just sad about the loss of potential. I was really starting to think that maybe this relationship did have a future. Apparently I was wrong. Obla Dee Obla Da. I promise to be happier today. No more tears or craziness.

“Where are all the good men dead? In the heart or in the head?” – Minnie Driver – “Grosse Pointe Blank”

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